Wednesday, January 25, 2006
oh i found this from MSN.com...by ivillage...enjoy...
10 Signs He's in Love
10. You've forgotten your ex
More often than not, a breakup is followed by a significant amount of time spent thinking about your ex and wondering whether or not you made the right decision in going your separate ways. Depending on how long the two of you were together, these doubts can resurface again and again. Ever since you met this new one, however, the thought of getting back together with your ex is the furthest thing from your mind. Come to think of it, you barely recall what you found so great about her in the first place.
9. You can't stop thinking about her
Instead, you are consumed by thoughts of her. She just pops into your head for no apparent reason, and you wonder if she thinks of you half as much as you think of her. You wonder what she's up to and even consider calling her (but refrain from doing so for fear of looking overeager). But it gets worse. You're out with your friends and you see something in a shop window and think about how much she would like that particular item, or you notice a poster for a show that she would love, but normally wouldn't even have looked twice at it. If she's the last thing on your mind before you go to sleep and the first thing on your mind when you wake up -- and you've even dreamed of her on a couple of occasions -- then you don't really even need to read on to know if you're in love (but should anyway, just to be sure).
8. You care about her
There is a reason why you don't really want to know too much about the chick you had a one-night stand with: You don't love her. When you're in love with a woman, you want to know all about her: who she is, what she thinks, what makes her laugh. You truly care about her and her feelings. If you truly love a woman, you feel bad if she had a bad day or is upset about something. You don't try to cheer her up because you have to, but because you can't help it.
7. You find her quirks charming
The fact that she carries her passport with her everywhere she goes -- just in case -- and that, when she's eating, she can't help but construct every forkful so that it's the perfect blend of ingredients fills you with an inexplicable feeling of happiness. She does and says things that make her different, and you like it. You can't quite put your finger on why, but it doesn't even matter. You like her just the way she is.
6. You have great chemistry
You can't be in love with someone that you have no chemistry with. If you seem to always be on the same wavelength, and think in similar ways, that's a great sign. If you also generate enough heat to set off a five-alarm fire bell, then she is probably someone that you could fall in love with, if you aren't there already.
5. You don't notice other women as much
Did you see that gorgeous blonde that just walked by? What do you mean, "no"?!? Although you can't help noticing a beautiful woman when one walks by, when you're in love, some of them tend to slip under the radar, while others just pale in comparison to her. Furthermore, you don't seem to be flirting half as much as you used to. You are slowly realizing that she's often the only woman in the room that matters, and for some reason that suits you just fine.
4. You love spending time with her
This one is pretty obvious but important nonetheless. You look forward to seeing her, and don't care much about what the two of you will be doing. Lately, just going for a walk with her sounds like the best way you could possibly spend an evening. Furthermore, when you're not together, you miss her and wish you were spending time together.
3. You don't mind compromising sometimes
There was a time when it was your way or the highway, but with her it's different. Not that she asks you to, but you don't mind missing a night out with the guys to be with her. And you find yourself trying to incorporate her into your plans or altering them to accommodate her. You also find yourself not putting up a fight when she wants to go to Shakespeare in the Park. Although your friends find this very amusing, you know that deep down, they wish that they had found a love like yours.
2. Other priorities take a back seat
You used to train religiously, but lately, if she's free for dinner, you don't mind missing a workout. Not only that, but your workaholic tendency of bringing home your work on weekends to get ahead seems a bit excessive to you as of late. Your ever-important "to do" list seems quite stagnant these days, as being with her always manages to render your other plans and obligations obsolete. What was it that you absolutely had to do by four o'clock again?
1. You start thinking about the future and she's in it
It used to be that the future with a woman meant your date on Saturday night, but with this woman, the future seems infinite. Not only do you plan to see her this weekend, but you want to see her a year from now as well. When planning your next vacation, you know you want to spend it with her, and not a random beach bunny you happen to meet while you're there. And when you get an invitation to a wedding that takes place three months from now, you ask her to be your date without thinking that it's too far away to tell if you'll still be together.
She's the one
If you are currently dating a woman that makes you act in any of the ways mentioned above, then you, my friend, are seriously falling for her. It's time to put away the little black book for a while and enjoy the ride.
my thoughts: Dearie, you got all the signs?? haha...just kidding...i love you with all my heart nonetheless...
ok today marks the 1st Year Anniversary for me and my dear, Roszaimi... its been a wonderful journey with you dear so far. i do not know wat the future brings, but im thankful that i got to know you my dearie...i thank you for loving me and making me feel loved. you're one special guy and i hope u remember that.no matter what, u're still my most beloved dear...*hugs*
10 Signs He's in Love
Updated at 10:00 AM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
wow the past week has been filled with birthdays! Happy Birthday to you peeps~
highlights of the week? Zaid's birthday chalet...thats the bomb for the month of january!! this get together was filled with fun, laughter, love, drunks, a little stupidity[that comes along with the drunkard-ness..haha inside joke!], sweet memories, and cool new people and closer friendships. me and dearie enjoyed ourselves to the core...Pictionary!! haha...rollercoaster??!!bondage?doggy-style? lolx..sad face?[wen wan looks happy, he is actually sad tau..remember that] hahaha...
oh and Aloha Changi Chalet is a f.u.c.k.i.n.g big chalet!! imagine 2 floors, with 5 rooms[inclusive of a bathroom in each room], a f.u.c.k.i.n.g big kitchen and more rooms!! sheesh...another round of chalet kapa?pictionary? haha...amacam min? yours and mine is coming!! hahaha...wah liew but before i even reached the place, i and dearie got lost! hahaha so far!! anyways all was good after that... hehe...
now i know how it feels to be fucking high! and a drunk. hehe can i see the video bro?? hahaha lol. in the meantime, feast urself on the pics...
the guardian of the chalet...hehe got spooked by the big-o-chalet

dearie and birthday boy

me and birthday boy

dearie and me..haha lost our way there

food was good..yummy

erm dearie wit his fascination for rubbish bins! haha jk

wee~ cut cake

haha step my birthday onli..dearie took this pic..hmmph...

happy friends...with happy birthday boy

match made in Heaven..aww

haha confusionism..

wats left of us plus Pictionary..hehe

hehe good game peeps..
Happy Birthday to Shan...though i couldnt make it to the party, im sure all was good..hehe poor dearie...exhausted after helping out...
Happy Birthday People~
Updated at 7:54 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
issue1: let me get this straight. suicide isnt a joke, or laughing matter. it isnt a thought you think of within one day, nor is it a trend. if you think u are on the verge of something else, i urge you to look for someone to talk to. more preferably a professional. if its just a joke to wake up the people around you, it aint funny. there are people around you who are concern about you, and i hope you appreciate that.
issue2: Long ago in a small, far away village, there was place known as the House of 1000 Mirrors. A small, happy little dog learned of this place and decided to visit. When he arrived, he bounced happily up the stairs to the doorway of the house. He looked through the doorway with his ears lifted high and his tail wagging as fast as it could. To his great surprise, he found himself staring at 1000 other happy little dogs with their tails wagging just as fast as his. He smiled a great smile, and was answered with 1000 great smiles just as warm and friendly. As he left the House, he thought to himself, "This is a wonderful place. I will come back and visit it often." In this same village, another little dog, who was not quite as happy as the first one, decided to visit the house. He slowly climbed the stairs and hung his head low as he looked into the door. When he saw the 1000 unfriendly looking dogs staring back at him, he growled at them and was horrified to see 1000 little dogs growling back at him. As he left, he thought to himself, "That is a horrible place, and I will never go back there again." All the faces in the world are mirrors. What kind of reflections do you see in the faces of the people you meet?
drum and bass in my ears
Updated at 10:18 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
firstly, i wanna wish my bro Zaid, Happy birthday man!! haha...one yearsh old eh? hahaha... My wish for you is, to be happy and feel loved by ur princess poop...lol...enjoy your birthday bro~
next, Imah...ur birthday coming!! when wanna go out??!! im waiting for you babes to reply soon..! hehe
note to myself: 8 days to 1 yr Anniversary & 23 days to 20th Birthday!! woohoo
i cant wait for my holiday! feel like going backpacking...but also feel like relaxing or juz chilling around also like a spa...lolx...Thailand anyone?
anyway i checked out jeremy's bloggy...haha funny shit...will link your site up soon...
ouh...i wanna find a room to rent...feel like living alone...i'll see what i can do upon graduation or so. i wish to get a room or house and share it with my gal frens or darling if he wants...
ok im currently reading this book, "Lisa, bright and dark" very intriguing...i loike...something new compared to all the romantic books that i've been reading all along. and i borrowed To Kill A Mockingbird, was reading it halfway in the library then i felt thirsty. i'll share it with u once i finished reading. :D *peace*
ok very sleepy now...will catch up with my sleep now...*shouts* wait for MEEee!! haha okok lame...Nitez..zZZZZzz
my thoughts: i love you dear...muacks...(though he never reads this bloggy...ahah! lolx)
dum dee dum dee dum...
Updated at 8:55 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
ouh i have to promote this product to u girls out there. if u babes have dry or frizzy hair like mine, which is a little dry at the end or gets stubborn hair wen its dry after shampooing, then Pantene Pro V, leave on moisturizer is for ya...hehe it really works..my hair feels so smooth and soft, i cant help but touch it all the time...lolx..loOOveE me hair!!thanks pantene!!! hehe..ouh and watsons selling the 50ml ones...so its easier to bring along with ya for travels or emergencies. if ya know wat i mean....hehehe...
taken from www.pantene.com

and im slowly learning how to read the music notes and play keyboard, thanks to my new creative prodikeys pc-midi~! woohoo~
ok i feel a hell lot calmer now than yesterday...listening to Missy Higgins songs...quite nice... hmm...and one more thing helps me to calm down...my darling...hehe...thanks for talking to me sayang..i love you deep deep...muacks..!
my thoughts:
your face, holds our endless dreams
your eyes, the kindest i've ever seen
your lips, whispering all the sweet things
your hands, gentle and never hurting
calmer than yesterday...ummm...(meditate)
Updated at 8:55 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
ok my current mood is really sucky...feel like my life gonna end pretty soon...shit shit shit...i feel like giving up...there's no such thing as start anew coz there isnt time for any. fuck it.
anyways, had a great weekend with my frens this week. at least it gets my mind off from all this shits. thursday went to meet fana after school to watch movie. wanted to catch In Her Shoes, but ended up with Elizabethtown instead. sweet but not my kind of movie. then before that we went to Far East to find out rebonding prices. at first i really wanted to do it. but after looking at all the prices, i changed my mind. yesh im fickleminded. after that we went to eat at there, fuck that place man. aint gonna eat at the place liao. stupid service. to fana: we should have just left that place without paying man. not worth paying for that kind of treatment.
after that met up with dearie and we made our way to watch movie. Heirloom. Another stoopid movie. psychological shit and not my kind of movie. sighh..
on friday, met up with elaine after school to catch In Her Shoes with jessica too. kinda last minute plan. the movie was great! i really loike! fantabulous!! woopee!! the girls like it too. after the movie, we went to far east and shop around. i spent like shit siah. and believe me, it wasnt a retail therapy coz i feel a little shitty after that. im so dead. argh..hate myself for being sooo sooo iiresponsible. anyway i had a great time with you girls lah...elaine is such a joker, and jessica a sweetheart and christy...a clown. haha...funny lah u all...thanks for making my day that day babes...
on sat, me, dearie, elaine and mel went to eat at BK eating house, the one near Home club. was craving for the chicken chop noodle but the shop was closed. after that elaine went to meet the rest at Home club while me dearie and mel went to One club at Fullerton. met up with tasha and zaid, wan and amin. sorry bout the little kecohness bro...but im sure u guys had a great time after that with mr merlion...hehehe lol..
on sunday, me stayed over dearie's place and when dearie went to work, i slept a little longer. wen i finally woke up, i cleaned up his room and made my way to jurong point to join my bestie for a bowl of tom yam. bummed into hairul n aliff on my way back.
oh man...i need opinions right now. should i see a counselor? i mean, im really bummmed out about my life choices. oh man....shitty shit shit.
bummer times 3
Updated at 9:02 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
wednesday was my off day...spent the time at home for the rest of the afternoon. then went to town to drop by my workplace for a while. after that i remembered there is this Make Up For Ever studio at first level, which has eyebrow trimming service. so i went there and looked at the price; quite reasonable, so i went ahead to trim them. haha...not bad ah...a little painful at first. but alls well after...after that i went to FoodRepublic to eat...was freaking hungry siah. never eat the whole day and it was already 8plus. so still got another hour before dearie knocked off, so bought myself a mee soto...sigh...not hot enough ah...sorry i got indonesian and malay and arab blood in me...i need hot stuff! so anyway, while i was happily eating...enjoying the scenery and taking in all the theme of the food stall, Hairie called me lah...guess wat he said? "makan mee soto sorang ke?!!" haha i turned around and he was sitting behind me...toopid..nv say hi...lolx
after eating, meet up with dearie and went to Youth Park to eat[again] supper...i already eaten so i bought sambal stingray...it was very nice...after that i started to stone lah on the table...if im full plus tired equals to dreamy state. lolx.
hmm..my 1st anniversary is coming...i dunno wat to do...lolx.wat to buy??!! haha i feel like goin for holiday...but see how ah...ok its 2am and guess wat? i have a mystery caller...called but never talk one...and im still blogging. and tml i have 8am class...and im still here...and im not in bed...and and and i miss my dear...and and no more and...haha that was a crappy paragraph. pardon my crappiness for IT HAS BEGUN....!!
ok good nite stars...good nite moon...good nite God...and thanks fer sending ma angel.... :)
eyebrow trimming session
Updated at 9:57 AM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
im so touched by all the words and thoughts that my friends and loved ones gave me today. izyan for her greeting card..gosh..we will meet up often k? :) and my dear, those words are the sweetest thing anyone had ever said to me...and i love you!
notice i dont have any new year resolution this year? hehe...coz if i start with : be punctual, exercise more, eat more, or work more...i'll end up not doin them. so might as well i juz drop all the crap and try to do things as it is. its not that im lazy, juz that i dont want to be bound by these rules. i'll end up not following them. so the only thing i need to remember is not to make anyone angry. lolx. e.g: if u late to meet bf? he will be angry rite? so dont late lah. if u late for skool, erm, teacher angry. if u late for work, manager and colleagues angry, so main thing is, not to make anyone angry k? hehe..yesh yana will try her best. me not perfect too k?
ouh and i wanna be a teacher......lolx......
ok here's a list of wat i did yesterday...monday...2nd day of january.
stayed at dearie's place till late...watched Anchorman for the 100th time haha...then went to rest in his room...then dearie brought his baby nephew in so i can play with the baby...gosh...he is so adorable...getting more handsome now. then after teasing the baby, he got agitated. so i carried him and rock him til he fell asleep...hehe the mommy playing PS lah...then in the afternoon, baby azril woke up again and i baby sit him coz the mom went to buy something. haha and guess wat? the baby fell asleep again in my arms! lolx....i bore him is it?? hahaha...calming position i guess. lolx...
then at night, me and dearie went to Lot1 to shop. actually main intention was to buy my long awaited Tuna Ciabatte from delifrance. shucks...i hate that outlet after showing me what kind of service they gave me. after that went to Yellow to get my ear lotion and some new studs. then went to laser flair and bought vcds..dearie bought his Ghost in shell dvd. lolx japanese anime maniac...cute.. then went to NTUC and shop for groceries. that was a fun trip....when we got home, we eat and watch somemore dvds. but i fell asleep after that. lolx.
my thoughts: i think i have found my soulmate....im contented.
isnt that the sweetest thing?
Updated at 8:55 AM
PROFILE
Name Nurhidayana [hidayana, yana, banana]
Birthdate 20th Febuary 1986
Horoscope Pisces girl
Age 20 years old
Job Shift Mananger @ Pastamania
The Author
LOVES
Interests dance, sports, music, books, shopping, ROSES!
Tv shows whose line is it anyway, gilmore girls, csi, friends, mtv and the list goes on and on....
Movie love them all!!?
Music hip hop, rnb, dancehall, rock, punk, and currently hooked to drum n bass man!!!
Books|Author To Kill A Mockingbird, The Notebook, One True Thing, Someone Else's Kids, P/S:I Love You, Da Vinci Code...
[currently reading "Im A Believer"]
Boy Wong Kuan Ming Roszaimi my soul mate~
Girl Fairoz Natasha my best friend~
Sisterz Izyan, Saliha, Aslyana [not in pic: Katijah, Hayati, Fara]
HATES
COCkROACHES!!! Cheaters??
Wishes
[Book]

[Guess perfume]
[Creative Prodikeys Pc-Md]

[Digicam for me]

[Guess? wallet]

[iPod video]
[Apple laptop ]
[Puma watch]
[Psp for dearie]
[W550i for dearie & me]
[piano lessons]
[dance classes]
[holiday to Thailand/Australia/New York/New Zealand]